I have been in this place where my heart has been so hard and though I keep wavering back and forth, I pray that finally I am in a place of full on surrender to the Lord. I am so tired of my flesh, it's like I am bound by it and it controls every move I make. I hate it.
Father,
you love me and I thank you for showering mercy upon me. Please keep me 100% fully in tune and dependant upon you. Please teach me to crucify my flesh and to pick up my cross daily and follow after you.
In Jesus name I ask this....Amen.
