Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Journal 5/9/07

Father,

My heart tends to be so cold these days. I wish I were no longer in this body and in my glorified body where sin no longer dwells inside of me. Please come back for your bride. I want to be with you.....I am tired of constantly walking away from you and your presence. This body of death that I live in is so overwhelming and it is hard for me to do the right things when the darkness of my own sin and flesh consume me as they do. I am such a joke yet you love me. And your love towards me always brings me back to you. Thank you. Please help me to stay in that place where you are.

In Jesus name I pray...Amen.